A New Chapter...

Qualities of a good wife......

2009-12-21T08:45:00.005+08:00

Been mths since I last update the blog.. Reasons being there's lots of work to be done in sch due to the preparation of the year end concert, parents teachers meeting and new classes for year 2010 and partly its because I wanted to aviod those unwanted gossip among relatives. I chose to stay away from my blog not that I have anything bad for them to gossip but just don't want to be involved in their topic of the day no matter gd or bad.. Ha! I think this phobia runs in our family.. Agree? Ha.. I can foresee some heads nodding.. lolx!

Anyway, just curious about the qualities of a gd wife.. Is there a guideline that says you can't start a family / you are not a gd wife when you doesn't like to eat raw vege? Don't know how to differentiate vege? Phobia of cats? I know it has been a long time since I cook a proper meal but that doesn't mean I don't know how to cook at all.. FYI, I do know how to cook simple dishes though I seldom lay my hands on the wok and stove.. I won't say I can cook very well but I do believe its a matter of time and practice.. Practice makes perfect!

The issue of cats... Ha! It has always been my weakest point! I'm afraid of cats and cockroaches but over the years, I am proud to say that I've overcome the phobia of cockroach.. I no longer scream and run away when I see it but the sight of cats still makes me feel uneasy.. I believe there's nothing wrong with that, right?

Maybe I should get "The Good Wife's Guide" from Mr Pang...

Hmm.. he should get "The Good Husband's Guide" too....

Memorable Genting Trip

2009-09-12T15:46:00.010+08:00

Heart this Genting trip..!!

08.09.09 marked a very special day..

It's the day Dear proposed to me.. =)))))

Ha.. I wonder how this boy managed to smuggle the flowers and ring to Genting without my knowledge.. Hmm, I was really surprised and touched though I didn't really show it out cos I was still in a shock.. lolx!

I have been pestering him about the proposal but he kept saying there isn't any need for it.. Cos we've bought our house etc already.. Sob! Sob! so sad...

Pestered him again before his birthday by asking "Have you ever thought of doing something meaningful on your birthday or maybe on mine? Hmm.. maybe propose to me??!!" Lolx.. And he said I'm crazy.. lolx!

And this silly girl really thought of proposing to him during our trip but am afraid that I might spoil his plan if he has any.. Ha! And true enough! He did it!!! Hmm, is this what we call telepathy??!! Ha..

I was actually pulling a long black face before I took this photo.. Cos he came up with excuse that he needs to go to the toilet and made me sat at starbucks for almost 20mins!! It was freaking cold!! And the moment he returned, I nagged at him..

Was still pissed off and this crazy baby kept asking me to take photo along our way to the room..

Complained that I smile only when I look at the camera..
So here's my real sulky face

I was kinda suspicions about the whole "toilet" and photo taking issue by the time I reached doorstep..

And taaaaadaaaaa........
Here's the big sweet surprise! Gave me a shock!

Thanks Baby! I love you!

smile baby smile.. look at the cam and smile..

hehehee... faint! this guy doesn't know how to smile.. lolx!

Kids' Drawings...

2009-09-05T22:31:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was a busy day!!

Cos its the last day of Term 3 and we had to compile the kids' worksheets and crafts for them to bring home..

Won't be seeing them until 14th Sept! Yeah..

The theme for the first five weeks of Term 3 was 'The Secret Garden'..

Got the kids to draw out the life cycle of butterfly and frog during their free time when they complete their worksheet.. It turned out to be very nice! But its a pity that I returned without taking a picture of it..

For the last five weeks of Term 3 was 'In and Around the Farm'..

I had a hard time learning how to draw the animals before I could really teach the kids.. It took me about 2 to 3 weeks to learn! Ha.. Pls! I never like to draw.... The kids laughed at me when I first started cos some of the drawing didn't turn out to be what it should be! Sometimes I even refer to the paper and the smart ones will go "Ha.. Ms Jenny, why u look at the paper? U don't know how to draw eh?" Argh! It was so tough!

But I know my hard work paid off when I saw the kids happily creating their Farm Animals Book and the smiles on their parents' face! The kids were so excited to show their mummy their creation during dismissal..

Below are some of their drawings...

Thomas Train
(Baby taught me how to draw this)

before

after

caterpillar

Hen and Chick

Dog and Puppy

Pig and Piglet

Horse and Foal

This is my favourite!!
Here's Joel's description..
He drew some people sitting on the horse and foal..
One is from blue group and the other from red group..

counting down...

2009-09-03T23:15:00.007+08:00

I am counting down to sch holiday...

Yeah! I need a break.. away from the kids and noisy classroom!

They are killing me.. told them I'm gonna get a pacifier for them if this continue..

Anyway, celebrated Teacher's Day on 31st Aug and Baby's 26th birthday on 1st Sept..

Here's the pics...

Taken National Day Celebration

All in Red and White

At Royal Park

At Yuki Yaki

DIY ice cream

his peppermint ice cream

It's my turn!

Heard a sad news from Grace yesterday afternoon..

One of her boy's Daddy just passed away over the weekend.. He's only 32 yrs old!!

My eyes were filled with tears when I heard about it..

We were being so insensitive.. The boy brought chocolate on last Wed, told me about it and I kept disturbing him etc.. He's such a bright boy, I have always like to "disturb" him.. He didn't come to school for the next few days..

He went round telling his classmates "My Papa died.." when he returned to school yesterday afternoon..

After assembly, he walked past my classroom from the toilet and said the same thing to me "Ms Jenny, my Papa died.." Goodness! I was holding back my tears.. he was looking so innocent when he said that.. Pointed the bruise on his hand to me.. and I applied Zam-Buk for him..

Came to school today and when he walked past my classroom again, he said "Ms Jenny, thanks for applying Zam-Buk for me.." Heart ache when I heard him saying that..

He even told Grace "My Papa died, everyone cry but I did not cry.."

Grace explained to him that if he wants to cry, its ok.. he can cry out.. and poor boy.. you can see tears in his eyes..

Its so sad to hear this.. This boy is only 4 yrs old and we have always admire his Daddy.. he's such a wonderful Daddy.. always accompany the boy to excursion when he was in Nursery One, he will always attend the PTM even if mummy is not available.. Sigh! Hope he can rest in peace..

Hmm...

Maybe that's life...

Alright, gonna sleep soon.. Nitez!

2009-08-27T20:04:00.004+08:00

Boooooohooooooo.......

Just took a peep into the blog and realized that I have not been blogging for ages..

Time flies...

4 more days to Teacher's Day!!

Half day on Monday and we will be heading to Royal Plaza on Scotts for lunch buffet..

Received a sms from Faith's mummy this afternoon.. so sweet of her asking me what do I prefer, sesame street or bugs bunny? lolx! My reply both are nice but I'm a fan of piglet! ha..

Yeah, I'm buddy with most of my kids' parents.. Glad to say that I have not encounter any difficult, nasty or weird parents.. =)

My current batch of kids will be promoting to K1 in another three months..

And we are now preparing for the YEC.. searching for costumes, songs etc..

Am proud to say that my morning class is progressing very well.. they are able to do most of the things that the K-1 are doing.. but the afternoon batch still needs lots of drilling.. I have been stressing so much on the noise level, attentiveness, behaviours etc that you can see me scolding, making a few of them cry almost everyday.. That is horrible, I know... Still learning to cope with my anger and classroom management..

Discussing the DPL course with Shina and Joyce.. we might be taking up DPL @ ICEC this December.. Hopefully everything goes well and we'll be able to graduate in 2 years time..

Am now discussing Playgroup with Shina... Ha! She's complaining about how they tortured her.. lolx! Seriously I prefer teaching Playgroup, Nursery One and Two but not the K.. Anyway, its not that Playgroup is difficult to teach, just that the method is very different from the upper level.. You have to know how to attract their attention etc.. =)

Kinda tired recently..

One more week to school holiday..

Had to report to work 3 days..

Gotta work on the preparation for Term 4 and the MOE innovation grant project..

Hmm, I'm hooked onto online shopping recently..

Am now waiting for my dresses to arrive in maybe 2 weeks?! =)

Okay, ending this entry here... shall update again when I am free...

When will that be? God knows... ha..

home on weekend..

2009-07-19T14:42:00.002+08:00

conquered bukit timah hill on last sunday with mum and aunt's family.. it was fun! ha! my last visit was.. hmm.. long time back during school days..

crazy ladies in red..

it has been a tiring and stressful week.. the stress level is getting higher and higher each day especially when some minor issues arise.. sometimes we just have to control our temper, learn to give and take right? i need a good massage please..

attended 8 swimming lessons and i have not master the skill.. ha! yeah, i know i'm lousy.. even the coach said its disappointing.. haha!

had crabs for dinner last night.. yummy! yummy!

might be going bukit timah hill later..

Yun's birthday..

2009-07-05T15:28:00.009+08:00

alright.. i have to admit that i'm getting lazy nowadays.. no motivation to blog! ha.. i would rather choose to slack, eat and sleep like a PIG after work than to switch on the lappy.. ha! goodness! i know its getting terrible especially looking at the number shown on the weighing scale.. other than one swimming lesson per week, i think i need to do something more.. imagine i can eat before my sleep and wake up forgetting that i have ate! thats how terrible i am.. ha, i like this -- “我是人不是一只猪”.. my baby honey has been saying this to me.. lolx!

meeting colleagues for bbq later @ lilian's condo.. so gonna make this entry short.. =)

had a belated birthday celebration for yun on 27 June.. we headed town for shopping, hippo ride, dinner at manhattan fish market and ended our night at lunar.. baby came and send us home after that.. it was fun! girls, lets meet up on nana's bday again!

I need a massage......

2009-06-17T23:55:00.009+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooo........

Yeah! Am back from my Taiwan trip on Sunday night..
Was away for 8 days and I miss everything in SG esp my lappy.. Ha!
Reached home at around 10plus..
He surprised me with a journal..
A journal awaiting for me to read when I return home..
So sweeeeeet right? Hee...
Unpack some of the stuffs and off I went supper and rounding with baby till morning..
Slept for few hours till noon before I headed off to NEA for a seminar..
BORING.. I nearly doze off during the discussion!
Thank god it ended early at 5pm..
Window shopping with colleagues at PS and dinner treat on Violet.. =)

Tues and Wed were spent slacking at home...

Will be heading to Genting tmr night...
Gonna pack my stuffs now..

Oh ya, click on the links below to view the photo taken during my Taiwan trip..
Actually, there's nothing much..
Most of it are scenery..

Taiwan Trip 1

Taiwan Trip 2

2009-06-07T08:58:00.002+08:00

time checked now is 0900hrs..

jen is currently at the airport slacking, waiting to board the flight..

yawnz! am so tired.. slept at about 1am and had to drag myself out of my cosy bed early in the morning at 5plus..

ha! cos jen needs a long long time to prepare herself.. ;p

alright, gtg soon.. bye!

will be back on 14th with lots of photos.. =)

take care! =)

Before heading to Taiwan....

2009-06-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

Yippie! Time checked now is 0011hrs. I will be heading off to airport in 8hrs. Looking forward to my 8 days Taiwan trip but on the other hand, I'm gonna miss my silly baby..

Just realized that I have not been blogging for a long time.. There's so much to pen down but I simply have no time.. Had to rush out the progress report books and do preparation for PTM before school holiday.. And poor Jen had high fever and flu during the last week of the school term.. Sob! I did not have much rest over the past one week though it's school holiday cos I had to report to work! Started my preparation work for Term 3 and attended the MOE Kindergarten Conference..

I will be back on the 14th and guess what.. Starting work on the very next day! Sob! Gotta attend a talk at NEA on 15th.. report to school on 18th to discuss on the innovative grant proposal and will be heading to Genting with Dear and his family till 21st.. Had to report to school on the last week of school holiday.. Meeting Nana and Yun on 27th to celebrate Yun's birthday.. New school term starting on 29th.. Wow! One month of school holiday will be gone just like that.. Oh please! Can I extend the school holiday? Haha..

Hmm....

Hey! Jen is learning swimming.. Yup! Attended two lessons already.. So far so good.. Ha! Hopefully I will be able to pick up the skill soon! =)

Oh ya, before I forget.. We will be collecting the keys to our house soon! ^^

Went bowling with Darren, Del and sis last Sunday.. Took some pics but couldn't find it..

Anyway, here's some pics before I end this entry..

Our Number Tags..
Participated the Passion Run

At Katong after the run

Bought puppet n col pencils for Sydney..
She's gg back to Germany, miss her!

Thats all.. Gotta sleep now before Dad start screaming at me! Heeheez..

Goodnight! =)

** Pls take good care of piglet.. Hee!

2009-05-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

Ouch! Ouch! I'm in pain....

Went Kong Meng San last night for Three-Steps-One-Bow ceremony.. This is my first visit to the temple.. Wow! It looks grand and big! The temple was very crowded.. We started queuing up at around 11pm for the ceremony.. Guess how long we waited? Ha~ 5 hours la! Nearly gave up! Heeheez.. And just when we were about to complete the ceremony, it started pouring heavily.. Argh! So disappointed....

Hmm...

Curious about something...

What will you do if your child is not adorable? Abandon the child? Leave the child to your hubby / wife? Is there any method to create your dream baby? lolx..

I have never thought about this question until yesterday.. What is the definition of adorable / cute? Ha! It is so irresponsible and immature to actually leave the child to your partner or abandon the bb if he/she is not cute! No matter how the child turn out to be, its your flesh and blood.. Since you're the one who bring the child to the world, you should be responsible and do your part to educate, nurture and spend more time with the child, right? Ha! But frankly speaking, as a teacher who is seeing children almost everyday, I'm scared of kids! Esp those little "scary devils and monsters"! They might look cute but if you're gonna spend 24hrs looking at him / her, you will get the taste of it, scream for help and faint! lolx..

ARGH~ Having discussion on the Mother's Day celebration cum BBQ session with my lovely cousins just now.. AND we almost started a WAR.. lolx! Anyway, lets pray for a sunny day tmr.. Hope everything will turn out smoothly.. **looking forward..

Attracted to Pasir Ris..

2009-05-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

Ha! Yes! Yes! I have been going to Pasir Ris for consecutive two weekends! Went to Wild Wild Wet just two weeks ago and last weekend, we went there for bowling with Danny and Elin! Games at nEbO cafe after bowling session and headed to Geylang for Dim Sum.. It was an enjoyable couple outing! I miss those dayz..

I wanna play MJ! MJ! Ladies, when are we meeting for MJ? Ha! Its really tough to find ppl for MJ.. I miss the tiles..

Its coming to end of mid-year soon! Time flies so fast! Half a year is gone in a blink of an eye! I will be busy with the children's progress report books, assess them and write comments follow by PTM.. All these gonna last until 29th May (last day of term 2)!! three more weeks to go..

Hope the swine flu will stop spreading soon.. We have been taking the kids' temperature and got them to wash their hands regularly.. They were happily playing with the soap and water while the teachers have to stand there shouting "Quick! Don't forget the 7 steps! Rub and scrub! Stop playing!" Ha..

Hmm.. Will be heading to Pasir Ris again this weekend! Yuppie! Again! Gonna be there to celebrate Mother's Day with my mummy's family.. This event was initially organized and brought up by Pek but just bcos I'm the so-called 'Da Jie', I had to send out email etc.. Ha! Thanks for those who took the trouble to read and reply my long naggy mail.. Sorry for all the confusion and inconveniences caused during the planning of the BBQ session. We were unable to accommodate everyone timing since our organizing of this event was too last minute. It will be great to get everyone to join but due to our inexperience in planning such BIG event, some of them have other commitments already. Not to worry, we will learn from experience and try to plan earlier in our next family gathering, ok? Cheers.. =)

Hope the event will turn out smoothly as planned.. And sincerly hope that everyone will have fun and enjoy themselves! =)

**Praying hard for a blessed and sunny day..

Looking forward to Sunday.. ^^

a day at wild wild wet....

2009-04-26T23:52:00.008+08:00

Headed to Wild Wild Wet yesterday afternoon!

Yippie! It was fun~

I wanna go there again!!

The only funniest incident was I got stuck on the waterworks! Ha!

I clumsily dragged myself down the slide! Goodness~ it was so embarrassing!

Camwhoring before heading out..

Ended our day @ Wild Wild Wet in the evening..

Took a ride on the cadbury ferris wheel before we ended our wonderful day at downtown east.. It was sooo sooo sooo safe that I could even dare to stand and walk around in it.. Ha! Took lots of photo despite the stares from the people in the mall.. ^^

Finally hyper Jen was forced to sit still in this pic!

Yeah!

Time checked now is 0007hrs!! Its time to go dreamland.. Nitez! =)
Oh God~ Its Monday again! Monday bluezz....
Looking forward to long weekend~ Hopefully there will be MJ session! =)

bitching session..

2009-04-19T19:56:00.008+08:00

Time checked now is 2002hrs.. Just got home from dinner with my family and here I am munching my favourite strawberry yanyan.. Yeah ^^

Both Shina and Joyce are back from their Japan trip and both my darlings bought things back for me! Thanks sweeties.. =)

My darling Shina bought the following stuffs for me..

Daruma

Fancl products

Chocolates

And.. Joyce bought one more Daruma for me!

Yesterday was out with the ladies (Tricia, Joyce, Shina and Rina) to Tampines One.. Wow! Been almost three months since I last seen them.. My goodness! Tampines One was very crowded.. Didnt manage to do a proper shopping.. Everywhere was crowded~ My shortest shopping trip! Ha.. Tricia had to go off early and she left at around 6pm while we headed to Tampines Mall for Pizza.. Had a great catch up with them over dinner and we continued our bitching session at Coffee Bean till 9plus.. we bitched about lots of stuffs, people and the fun we had during our DPT course..

AND.. Joyce disclosed something to me about that old old sickening proud woman! Hmpz! sooooo super duper uber pissed off lo! Wanted to complain about me to my supervisor! WTH~ Thank god I won't be seeing her anymore! FYI, I am also very very sad to share the same name as you.. *puke* I have been getting along pretty well with all my lecturers but she is the only one who I never never really like since the first day.. I can vividly remember how she upset me on her first day of lesson! I was damn upset over some personal problem on her first day of lesson but still, I dragged myself to her lesson.. And she upset me even more by giving comment that we didn't respect her by paying attention to her lecture etc..

Am still pissed off when I think of her.. Sigh! Spoilt my mood lo~ Hmpz! Bleh bleh bleh.. Phew! Hope I don't get to see her again.. Shoooo...

Rina

Joyce, Shina and Rina

~ home sweet home ~

Hey ladies, thanks for the fun night! Hmm, hope to see the girls soon again... Our next outing might be on 1st May.. looking forward

Alright, shall get started with my updates on my kids' progress to the parents.. It is almost mid year and I am still using the first communication book! My supervisor is gonna come after me soon.. heeheez..

Polka Dot...

2009-04-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

My morning girls are really observant and chatty..

They surprised me with a question during arrival this morning..

I was sitting on the floor with three of the girls and out of the sudden Nat popped out a question...

Nat : Ms Jenny, what happened to you?

Me : (giving her and the other two girls a blur confuse look) Huh? What?

Nat : What is on your face? (the other two girls were also staring at me)

Me : (knowing what she was referring to but I acted blur) OMG! What? What is on my face?

Nat : Why is there a polka dot near your nose?

Me : (embarrassed and laughing away) Haa.. Darling, this is not a polka dot! It is call a pimple! lolx!

Faint! See? Told you I'm having a terrible outbreak on my face in my previous entry right? Sigh! It was so obvious that even my girls questioned me about it! Ha.. how sad~

... ... P E K ... ...

2009-04-14T21:47:00.016+08:00

ARGH!! I'm so pissed off now!

Time checked is 2342hrs! Just done with my new entry but when I clicked on the 'Publish Post', it says.... "ERROR"...!! WTH~

so sad so sad... PEK!!! Your fault la! hmpz!

Am now gonna type this entry again for the sake of PEK! haa..

Yes! Its been almost a month since my last entry.. Sorry! Sorry! Was real busy since the beginning of Term Two and thus tired and lazy to blog.. Hmm.. Not to worry, other than gaining a few kgs and awful outbreaks on the face, Jen is doing pretty fine.. Everything is going smoothly in life.. heeheez =)

Was rather strict with the kids recently especially my afternoon session! Drilling them with works etc to prepare them for K1.. ha! Lao Shi was mentioning to me the other day that out of the 4 chinese classes that she's teaching (2 in the morning and 2 in the afternoon), my morning class is the BEST and my afternoon class is the WORST!! Ha! OMG should I be happy or sad? Ha! Both best and worst are mine! Gonna train them to be as good as the morning session kids..

Silly freak miss monster so so so so much.... ^^

Am waiting for Shina to be back from Japan with my tidbits!!

Waiting to meet Liyan, Joyce, Rina and Tricia! Ladies, when r we meeting?

Looking forward to MJ session... when? when? when?

Am still considering to take up DPL or Degree? Hmm, or should I go into Special Needs?

Alright, THATS ABOUT ALL..

Its getting late..

I'm so so so sleepy!! I need a good rest so that I have the energy to deal with those bunch of "monsters and angels" tmr.. Ha!

Goodnight folks! Have a HAPPY WEDNESDAY~

Finally its Wed.. I'm looking forward to your return..

PEK! PEK! Happy? Heeheez.. =p

Xinyi's Blackjack Birthday

off to the bday celebration

the blackjack cake

Casino

Me and Pek

so engrossed~

the emo..

the couple

cousins

drinks!!

Easter Day Celebration in school..

The teachers put up a drama for the kidz..

teachers happily posing before the drama..

The great wonderful team..

silly me playing around with the costume

Chocolate Factory from one of the parents ^^

最美丽的第七天...

2009-03-20T23:52:00.009+08:00

最近正在追看《最美丽的第七天》。。
好喜欢好喜欢这部戏！！
有时看着看着眼泪会不由自主地流下。。
过一会儿，又被那逗趣的剧情感染而弄得哭笑不得。。

从相识到互相吸引，相恋，了解，误会，分开，复合。。
一段感情往往都会波折重重。。
这是上天赐给所有恋人的考验。。
当中的苦与乐也将会是记忆的一部分。。
我们必须在过程中成长并且学习了解和包容彼此。。

以下是这部戏的经典对白。。（好有意思的哦。。）

在爱情国度里，有人拼命追求幸福，亦有人因为害怕付出，害怕失去而放弃幸福。

一段感情只能有两个人，容不下三个人。

生命是讲质素而不是讲长短。

人生就好像摇摇板，当你落到最低的时候，实际就是你反弹到最高的时候。当你要升起的时候，就会忘记当前的失落。可是你对面的人呢？当一个升高的时候，另外一个就要从高处滑落下来，两个人的命运就是这样交替着的。人生就是这么起起落落。

有时候，命运是很奇妙的，你以为会碰灰的时候，老天就会给你一个惊喜。

昨天的错，换来今天的难过，今天的我，悔恨当初做错，难道今天的我，再认错已是太傻？

就像这一支笔，你看他的墨水，快用完，就像快死似的，其实不是的，只不过是物尽其用，一点也没有浪费，所以死也死得有价值。

如果我心中是有一把枰子的话，我知道已经失去平衡。因为我心中多了一个人，那个人就是你。

上帝创造天地万物，做了七天时间，他将最美丽的事物，都放在世人的面前，所以人生在世，无论你经历过什么，只要你懂得珍惜，一切都可以是最美好的。

上帝在向你关上所有门的同时，必然会为你打开一扇窗。

在你被雨水打得全身湿透的时候，你一定没有想到，乌云上会有一个耀眼的太阳正在等待着。

黑夜的每个角落，都充斥着他的身影，弥漫着他的气味，残留着他的笑声。她与他的感觉渐渐失去。虽然失去了，至少曾经拥有，和他一起笑着走过的一段路。

分开是为了等待重逢，经历过考验的爱情，才能牢固，才是真爱的开始。

每个人的缘份就在一念之间，错过了就再也不会来了。一次偶遇，一次小小的巧合，都是注定的。属于你的即使外界干扰的力量如何强大，心灵之间的感应也会彼此相同。身处何地，都会不期而遇。

上帝在造人的时候，只造了亚当和夏娃，大概两个人的世界里根本容不下第三者。

生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

缘份就是这么奇怪，他们好像是分开了，不过上天其实想你绕一个圈，一天，他们终于在街上遇上，只要两个人心里有对方，无论发生什么事，有什么误会也好，他们都会再次走在一起，之前发生的事，其实上天，是给他们一个考验。

最美丽的第七天，第七天是短暂的，但却是最美丽的。一对恋人，无论是能够朝夕相对，还是相隔万里，珍惜在一起的每一分钟，过了的便好好回味，未尝不是一种美。生活中也是一样，没什么是十全十美的，用心去发现，好好享受那一刻，记住最美丽的瞬间，你已得到很多。

上帝创造了第七天，是为了让工作的人们得到休息。而休息并不是在浪费时间，浪费生命，它是为了让人们有停下来的时间去思考，去感悟生命。可以说，一个整天埋头工作，而不知道休息并有所感悟的人是不成功的。因此，称第七天是最美丽的，因为日日夜夜的忙碌让人们没有时间去发现生活中的美丽，其实这种美丽随处可见。

DDMK

看！好喜欢他们那套睡衣哦。。

I am so hungry...

2009-03-20T02:00:00.002+08:00

Time checked now is 0202hrs.. Can't get to sleep.. OMG! My stomach is growling! I am so freaking hungry~ I can't make up my mind whether to eat or just hang on with the hunger to lala land.. Hehe! Yes! Jen is fickle minded.. Ha!

Anyway, just made up my mind....

And.. I am waiting for my prata to arrive!! Yeah.. Yippie!!

Hmm.. Blame it on me for skipping my dinner! Ha.. Cos had a sinful lunch with mum at JP this afternoon and I thought I will be able to do without dinner.. Nah, I surrender.. Ha!

Three more days to Term Two.. so sad~ I don't want to report to work! I don't want! Can I extend the school holiday? One week is simply not enough! Reported to work on Monday to Wednesday and I left with four days of rest! Miserable pathetic four days.. Sob~

Alright, thats all for today.. No energy to blog.. Goodnight!

Have a happy Friday!! =)

2009-03-16T23:42:00.005+08:00

Hmm.. Jen was kinda emo yesterday but not to worry, she's fine now! Yippie! Yeah! I'm back to norm.. Jumping around and laughing away crazily.. Haa.. And who's the culprit? It was all due to PMS la~

Goodness! There were lots of tags to reply and it took me abt an hour to reply tags and blog hopping reading their blogs! Ha..

Am now having my March school holiday.. Its gonna last for a week! Required to clock in 19.5 hours.. I have it planned already and most likely I will be able to clock in my hours by Wednesday afternoon! Ha.. I wanna have a good rest before the new school term start..

My kids should be having a great time tracing their names at home during this school break.. I've given each of them a piece of paper with their names in dotted lines.. Ha! Told them to practice over the school holiday! Haha.. *torture them*

Looking forward to another round of MJ session with the girls.. ^^

leave me alone...

2009-03-15T19:02:00.002+08:00

Jen is feeling moody..

not in the mood for anything..

I want to catch a movie tmr..

new look....

2009-03-09T21:22:00.005+08:00

saturday was a long long tiring day for me.. woke up early and went to the pool.. was dipping in the pool for almost 3 hours! wow! nice! haa.. i looked like a lobster after that! lolx.. home sweet home in the evening.. headed out prawning with the girls after resting.. it was fun! *heart heart them* we missed the prawning and outings days!

we caught 27 prawns with 2 rods in 3 hours!

Prawns with the powerful and awful fan..

Yum! Yum! Free sotong ball and crabsticks too..

back home at around 3am.. supper shagged! woke up at around 10am the next morning to attend church service.. wow wow! saw Abi and mummy.. the baby is due in July! its a baby boy!

happily out hunting for ICE in the afternoon.. had a great and enjoyable day though the weather was freaking hot making me terribly shagged.. ha! =)

told my girls that i'm gonna go for a haircut.. they said NOOOOOOOOoooo.... ha! asked them why? reason given was they don't want me to cut.. faint! My reply back was "Do I need your permission to cut my hair?" Ha.. and none replied~ lolx!

anyway, i had my hair done this afternoon le.. finally decided to cut it short! felt so refresh! sigh~ suddenly miss my long hair.. gonna wait fr a year for it to grow.. *sob* i shall perm it when its long.. hehe!

My new look.. Ha! alright, maybe not much difference la! Look at my shoulders and arms still red! looks like a lobster rite? lolx!

2009-03-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

Brought the kids to the Vision Care Hub for excursion today.. We had a great time there!! Morning session was kind of rush as some of the kids were late.. Afternoon session with lesser children was much peaceful.. Only one terrible incident happened on the bus back to school.. Our Miss Eleanor did something terrible! Noticed that her eyes were filled with tears, I went up to her and asked "Eleanor, are u ok? What happened?" Our little darling here replied softly "I want to puke.." She almost threw on me as I was leaning close to her.. Poor girl~ There was no time for me to get either plastic bag or tissue paper.. I stupidly sticked out both hands in time to catch her "gold".. Sob! Sob! I almost threw out too! My poor girl looked so guilty.. I had to clean my hands and pacify her..

Hmm.. I have the sudden urge to cut my hair! Yeah, cut it short! But..... I don't have the courage! Ha.. Think I have never try cutting it short ever since sec 1.. Someone told me got the urge then go cut lo.. Just don't regret cos regret also useless~ Ha! Should I? Cut it? Perm it? Or leave it as it is? Argh~

Here's a pic of the rainbow I mentioned in the previous entry

Look! Its a black tau kwa..

My colleague bought de.. Yucky! I don't like it..

It's so lovely..

Joel's mummy bought it for me on his birthday..

2009-02-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

Yippie~

I'm looking forward to June school holiday..

Heeheez! I just came back from Natas Fair..

And finally....

We have booked the trip to Taiwan in June!!

Had wanted to choose Korea but mum decided to go Taiwan instead..

Will be going for 8 days! Yeah~ Gotta start saving up le.. =)

Guilty..

2009-02-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

Woke up with a headache and body ache this morning... Mood was bad because of this! I have no mood for work and play.. I kept disturbing and making fun of the kids..

I have not been a good teacher for the past few weeks! I don't know why but I simply couldn't stand the way they interact with each other, play toys, noise level etc especially these few days!! I kept scolding them, being harsh to them especially S and M.. They were really getting on my nerves! I tried the soft and hard approaches but all didn't work.. Does the problem lies with me? Was it because they don't understand what I say? My assistant asked me to ignore them but I am a real busybody! I will waste my time making sure that they sit properly and concentrate during my lesson, stop all their nonsense etc.. Sigh! Were they trying to seek my attention to drive me nuts? I felt so bad and guilty.. Why am I reacting in this way? Was it because of the change in the new setting? I need a longer time to adapt to the new classroom? Ha..

For now, I prefer my afternoon children than the morning.. Though most of them were new, they were able to mingle well with each other..

I did something terribly mean today.. I made Joel and Jervis cried.. Hmm, I have been making a few of them cried recently.. This is terrible! How can I do that? **slap slap**

I should and must stop all these wef next week....

No more scolding and disturbing.....

2009-02-26T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hmm...
Before I forget, I saw two RAINBOW yesterday evening!!

It was soooooo nice and beautiful~
Somehow it makes me happy..
Snapped a picture of it...
Shall upload it when i'm free...

~ I am a happy girl ~

Just finished a bottle of nutella...
Sinful.. But who cares! Haha..

Mum might be buying another bottle for me tmr..
Yeah~ ^^

Updates...

2009-02-26T19:49:00.005+08:00

Just had my dinner..

Am now waiting to watch the 8pm show on Ch 55..

Goodness~
My kids are terribly hyper these days..

Couldn't stand them!!

The noise level in class is freaking scary..

All the complains, chatting, snatching, screaming and shouting..

They are driving me nuts~

Especially..... Sigh! The names shall not be mentioned here.. Ha!

My blood pressure is rising..

My girls are really chatty especially the morning session!

I love them but they are simply "irritating" at times..

They are choosy and nosy just like me! lolx..

My boys especially the two VIPs are annoying!

They are testing patience.. Argh~

Haha.. Warned them today..

Let's see if there's any progress tmr.. *bless me*

Pics taken during How Khim Khee's lesson

My group members

.. miss them ..

Our new found friends

Hey! I like this idea!

Making a shelf with boxes..

Thought of making one for my class..

Last Day @ AECES

My fav mentor -- Belinda Ng

I was being very nasty on V-Day...

~ I love tulips ~

Received it at noon

it was just another normal day..

headed to blue jazz @ beach road..

rochor beancurd..

and home sweet home..

* heart heart tulips *

That's all...

Shall continue with my planning for Term 2..

Counting down...

Time flies...

Another 2 weeks to school holiday but sad sad its only one week break..

I'm back......

2009-02-17T22:49:00.014+08:00

Yippie! Yippie! I am feeling so happy and relieved now~

Finally submitted my Practicum B report on Physical Environment today!!

Though DPT course ended on 10 Feb, I have been busy with assignments and Practicum report.. One more assignment due on 23rd Feb and that's it.. I am free from lectures and assignments.. Yeah~ ^^

Goodness! Just realised that I still have some CNY pics to upload..

Day Two

Happily camwhoring with my pink cheongsam top from cheongsam shoppe!!

Day Three

Alright, thats all for CNY..

I am sneezing away.. Think caught a cold last night!

Gonna go watch tv and rest..

Goodnight! Have a happy Wednesday~

CNY DAY 1

2009-02-02T21:45:00.017+08:00

Happy Mooooo Mooooo Year to Everyone!! =)

How was your CNY celebration?

Hmm.. I had fun collecting angbao and gathering with family ^^

There are lots of photo to upload but too bad I don't have the time to upload all in this entry..

Shall upload Day One first.. =)

At Grandma's House......

Now.........
Things are gonna get scary when I'm bored.....

Okay, I know I'm super vain in my Vietnamese costume.. Ha!!

Home Sweet Home.........

With Lucas

My Nerdy Love

At Granduncle's House.......

Hey! Stop fighting...

Cousins

Our first ever group photo without the boys..

At Uncle's House........

All getting ready for drinking..

Look at them..
They were all freaking high after 2 bottles of Martell Cordon Bleu!!

Alright, thats all for today...

Shall get back to my practicum report...

Happy Lunar New Year...!!!

2009-01-25T22:39:00.018+08:00

Wow! I have not been updating for quite some time.. Miss blogging! In fact, I have lots of photo to upload but was busy with assignments! DPT ending on 10th Feb and we have got lots of assignments and practicum due! Sob! Just done with my music and movement assignment! Gonna start my practicum report next week..

Its CNY again.. Sigh! Hate the visiting and rushing from house to house, meeting some strangers who you see once a year.. So weird~ The only thing I love about CNY is being with close family members, gambling and collecting angbao! Heehee..

Sad to say that I am down with sore throat la! Coughing and having yucky voice since Friday.. BUT.. I won't be a good girl and say NO to the goodies.. Ha! Am gonna eat and drink.. Goodness! Gonna gain some kgs.. Shall buck up and exercise after CNY.. =)

Hong Bao Matching Game on Thursday in class..

Headed to aunt's house on Thursday after work.. She taught me how to bake kueh lapis!! It was so tedious!! But I enjoyed the process.. I love baking~

Yummy Kueh Lapis

Had CNY celebration in school on Friday.. It was fun! Most of the kids came with traditional costume! They look so adorable la~ Especially my darlings... Ha!!

AM Girls

Haa.. My colleague said my AM girls are just as vain as their class teacher la! Yup! I love my AM girls.. I pamper them like crazy.. Heehee! Don't play play ah.. They all all very independent, better than my boys! We can sit around and talk about hair, fingernails and even clothes.. Crazy right? Haa.. * heart heart them *

AM Boys

AM Celebration

K2 Lion Dance Performance

My Little "Dora"

Joel's lovely sis..

My little handsome Ethan

Sweetie Sydney

I love Xavier

With Dylan and Chris

Angelica

The K2 Girls

Moooomoooo...

PM Class..

PM Celebration..

My Mr Cool Kallen

Sweetie Pie Jia En

** heart heart Jervis **

With Alven and Eleanor

N2 Goodness (PM)

N2 Faithfulness (PM)

The 2 Korean Girls from Goodness class..

Went bugis with mum, dad and cousins yesterday..

Will be meeting the girls for MJ next Friday.. I miss them! Elin ah.. Don't forget to prepare angbao for us hor.. Heehee! *kidding*

Alright, shall stop here for today.. Will update again when I am free.. Yeah! I will be free from assignment and lesson after 10th Feb! Hurray~

Set me free....

2009-01-02T21:02:00.007+08:00

Moooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~

Yipppppppppppppppppppie~~~~~~~

Its a brand new year! SO... let it be a brand new start for everyone!! Bye to all the sad, disgusting and bad memories! There's no point digging into it and bringing up all the unhappy past, for whats done cannot be undone.. It will only bring tears and sadness so.. Shoo! Shoo! Say bye and bury the memories.. Time to welcome 2009 with open arms ^^

Lip gloss that Shina got for me from Taiwan
Thanks girl..

My crazy lover.. Ha!
Hey~ She's getting pretty and feminine le..

I have been doing a lot of shopping recently.. It is so tempting with all the Christmas, Year End and CNY sales going on.. Went bugis village with Elin last weekend and as usual I didn't come home empty handed.. Haha! Had wanton noodle @ Parklane Delihouse for dinner.. Yum! Yum! I love it~ Caught Twilight with Elin and Danny and we headed for MJ.. I love the movie! Edward and his dad are so charming can~ Hee..

Oh yeah.. Not to forget! I've caught Bedtime Stories last week too! Nice nice! Laughed throughout the movie.. Next, I'm gonna catch Yes Man! Hopefully over the weekend before school term start..

Headed to Nana's house yesterday morning to view her wedding video and photo.. I was almost an hour late and kept Yun waiting for me! I am so so so so sorry my dear.. OMG! Nana's house was in a BIG BIG MESS! Ha.. we had a great time making fun of her! So sweet of Xiuchun to cook us lunch.. Her cooking skill is good~ Yum! I miss the fun we used to have when we were young.. Oh Gosh! And look.. Nana is now officially Mrs.. =)

Lunch Time!!

The ingredients

Work-in-Progress

The fake cook.. Ha!!
The real cook doesn't want to show her face..

Yum! Yum!

camwhoring again..

Headed to school this morning to do a last minute touch up for my classroom.. I am so nervous and excited.. Hope I won't freak out on the first day of school.. Ha! I've slacked for almost one and a half month and now its time to report back to work.. So sad~ Looking forward to CNY and March school holiday!!

Headed to JP with my colleagues just now.. Had lunch @ Din Tai Fung and I love their xiao long bao.. *drools* Window shopping with Violet and I bought a pair of heels.. Ok! Thats it! No more heels anymore! There's this shop think its called Cheongsam Shoppe selling cheongsam and blouse.. Dragged Violet into the shop to check out! Ha! I love their cheongsam and blouse and was so tempted to buy! I'm falling in love with cheongsam!! Shall head to Chinatown to check out when I'm free.. Hee! I'm into CNY mood le!! Mostly like gonna wear cheongsam blouse for CNY if I am able to get one.. ^^

I love this pink bareback blouse

Ha! I looked so silly with my hand high above my head la!
Pls focus on the cheongsam..

I love it soooooooo much ^^

Erm.. Was not in good mood for the past few days! Super duper uber pissed off and upset.. I cried to sleep on a few occasions.. Controlling and waiting.. How foolish! Hmpz! But not to worry, I'm alright now after voicing out just now.. I felt sooooooo much better! ^^

Its gonna be a long long day tmr....

Goodnight!

2008-12-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

Sending 2008 in another half an hour... Most of you might be out there drinking, partying and watching fireworks.. Hope all of you had fun!! =)

Had MJ session just now.. All of them were going out with their hubby / bf to celebrate and watch fireworks! Ha! How nice right?

Mood was not that great since yesterday.. Super pissed off!! Shall not blog about it.. Forget it man! Its just wasting my effort and time on it.. Plain foolish and stupid~

Am going back to school on Friday morning to do a last min check on my classroom.. Hope everything turn out smoothly on the first day of school.. Gonna prepare a clean set of clothes just in case anyone cry their heart out and puke on me again just like last year!! Haa..

I'm counting down to 2009...

Violet asked me something yesterday during lunch.. And surprisingly she said the same like what Karen said just now over msn.. Sigh! I am so blessed to have them.. =)

Another 10 mins to Year 2009...

Shall end this lousy year with this entry.. And may 2009 be a blessed and wonderful year filled with happiness and love.. Hugs!! ^^

Happy Happy New Year to All..... ^^

Counting down to 2009...

2008-12-31T16:44:00.002+08:00

Another 7 hours to 2009.. Going anywhere for countdown? Any party tonight? Have a great time if you're celebrating this wonderful last day of the year with your loved ones!! Ha~ I will be rotting at home.. Alright, its not rotting.. treat it as a rest and relax at home bahx.. =)

Had wanted to go out tonight but plan was kinda ruined! Ha.. forget it man! Like I said, its just another day for me.. I'm now waiting for friends and cousin to come over for MJ session! Ha..

Will be heading to Nana's house tmr morning to view her wedding photo and video! Looking forward to spending new year with the girls.. ^^

School term starting next Monday! Gosh! I'm so tired....

Sigh ~

Happy New Year to U.. Hugs!!

回顾 2008 。。。

2008-12-31T01:26:00.007+08:00

哇！！岁月流转，时光飞逝，我们即将要迎接 2009 年的到来。。

这几天，一幕幕的往事都不由自主地涌上心头而不争气的眼泪也随着流下。。 2008 年人生充满了许多起起落落几乎把我从天堂打入地狱似的。。哈哈！真的过得好艰苦！！但庆幸的是我已看清了一切，学会坚强，勇敢地面对一切。。好恐怖！真的就像做了一场梦 -- 一场背后隐藏着黑暗的美梦！！多希望这场美梦不要醒。。但事与愿违我必须接受事实。。我恨这一切。。我恨这一切对我作出的伤害。。够了！就让这些伤痛随着 2008 年的流逝而带走。。

打从 2004 年起我就该学会放手而不是一而再再而三地栽进这个坑。。

我不想再为了这些无关紧要的琐事而受影响。。我真的累了！！

请把我的伤痛都带走。。

请赐我一个美好的 2009 年。

让我能快乐地活在当下。。

我就只有这么一个小小的要求应该不算过分吧？哈哈！！

对与错只在一线之差。。路是自己的，人生掌控在自己的手里。。请好好珍惜你所有的一切，珍惜眼前人。。失去的可能永远都找不回。。找回了或许已不再像从前那般甜蜜了。。

Christmas at Bintan...

2008-12-28T21:55:00.024+08:00

Christmas @ Bintan with Elin and Emily..

DAY ONE

On the Ferry

Here's our lunch

Dinner @ The Kelong

DAY TWO

Lunch @ Oleh Oleh Restaurant after massage

Horrible Yucky Chrysanthemum!!
It taste kinda sour and sweet.. *puke*

Another round of full body scrub and massage in the late afternoon..

DAY THREE

story to share....

2008-12-22T19:04:00.003+08:00

Copied the following story from KM.....

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She also hated everyone, except her boyfriend who had always been there for her.

She used to say if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she was able to see everything, including her loyal boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, can we get married ? The girl was so shocked to discover that her boyfriend was blind too. So she refused to marry him.

Shaken by this rejection, her boyfriend walked away in tears. He later wrote a short note to her saying, "Please take good care of my eyes dear."

This is how humans behave when their status changes. Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there for them even in the most painful situations.

Think about it and learn how to be grateful when you are Blessed.We always take things or a person for granted. Learn how to appreciate and learn how to say "Thank You"

Be grateful for what you have and don't take kindness or anyone for granted..

18-12-2008

2008-12-18T14:05:00.007+08:00

Another week to Christmas!! Unlike past few years, I won't be in SG celebrating Christmas eve with friends having couple outing, dinner, party etc.. Instead, I will be off to Bintan with Elin and her sis.. Ha! Yeah, we will be having great fun there~ i'm looking forward....!! I will be back with lots and lots of photo~ =)

About two weeks before the new school term starts.... I don't want to go back to work!!! I don't want...!! I don't want...!! Ha..

I simply did nothing much and didn't go anywhere this week but I am soooooooo happpppppy~!! Yeah, kinda crazy I know.... Its just so easy for me to be happy.. I am happy doing all the crazy things, sleeping on my curse comfy bed in my curse room and waking up each morning feeling so tired~ See? Its a curse right? After all the beauty sleep yet I will wake up feeling tired still.. Goodness! The more I sleep the more tired I get.. Terrible!! Haa.. Think that explain why I don't want to go back to work~

Shina is off to Taiwan till Christmas and Ade is away to KL till Friday.. Am gonna miss them!! These two heartless girls leave me alone to suffer in class!! *sobsob* Shina! Shina! Know u're reading this.. Have fun and enjoy yourself BUT DON'T FORGET to bring back my stuffs~ Heehee.. ^^

Headed to town with Trina yesterday.. Yes! It was nice catching up with her.. I love shopping with her~ We walked from Orchard -- PS -- Suntec -- Marina Square.. No lunch, only short break with our fav sotong balls outside Taka before heading to PS.. hehe! And finally dinner @ Sakae Sushi in the evening.. Ha! We were there for hours... Bet the staffs were waiting anxiously for us to leave so that they can close for the day.. Hee! Had wanted to go for a drink.. But kinda tired~ Its okay girl.. We shall have fun once I am back from Bintan! ^^

At Taka

At Suntec

~ Precious Moments @ Suntec City Mall ~

Yeah! I have completed my Special Needs assignment... Gonna start on Arts soon!! Heading back to work tmr morning to clear up some stuffs...

My mind and heart are not here....

They have gone to a faraway land without me....

Have a great week~

Gonna have a rest before heading off to class... =)

2008-12-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

~ happy ~

Yuppie! I back with my smiles and yawning away..
Trying my best to complete the Special Needs assignment by tonight!!
Hope I won't fall asleep....

I feel contented soooooooo easily.......

Is it good or bad?

Whatever..... Goodnight!! =)

14 December 2008

2008-12-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

Boring Sunday!!

I'm going crazy.. Yes, going crazy sooner or later..

Its 14th of the month again.. Sigh~ Time flies so fast..

Imagine I was always looking forward to this day almost every month but not now.. not anymore~ It has become just another normal day to me..

Had planned and wanted to head down to town this afternoon but forget it...... *pissed off*

I hate people raising their voice at me.. I hate people taking me for granted.. I hate people who has split personality.. I hate the way I am being treated.. Shoo Shoo! Get out of my sight~ I don't want to affect my mood because of this..

Sorry~ I know I am getting emo again.. *smack*

I just need a place to vent out before I can continue with my assignment..

Ya, I have to concentrate and complete my assignment else someone is not gonna jio me for MJ session.. Ha! Ha!

Alright, getting back to my assignment now.. Bye!

sick...

2008-12-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

Yes! I am experiencing this super strong disgusting feeling now~ Feeling terrible! Looks like I'm gonna fall sick anytime! Feeling cold and headache.. Help! Help! I don't like this! It's killing me...

Had wanted to go aunt's house to help her with making pineapple tarts but she didn't pick up my call so I headed home after class.. Took a nap and woke up in the evening for dinner..

Passed by Emicakes just now and mum bought the durian puffs!! I love it~ Yum! Yum!

I don't have the mood to do the assignments! I've just finished with the background info of the child and that's it.. I'm stuck~ I have no idea how to continue.. How I wish I can stop... I will have to finish the Special Needs assignment and start off with Arts assignment before 23rd December.. Time is running out.. Serve me right for being lazy~ One more week to go.. Lets see what nonsense I can come up with in the report.. Ha! I'm not aiming for high grade, just a pass with do~

Hmm.. thought of buying an oven! Should I? I have this sudden urge to bake!! I wanna try baking.. I wanna bake cookies and cakes!! Ha.. How? Should I just get one and start baking? Goodness~ Yes! I must be insane! Assignments piling up and here I am dreaming about play and bakery!!

Oh ya.. Is Twilight nice? Might be catching it with Liyan maybe next week? Rina and Tricia keen? Wanna join us?

Life is boring...

I love my simple life...

I hate my simple life too...

Its so difficult to understand myself...

Its just so tough when you wanna say or do something yet you can't...

I don't even know what I want...

What is wrong?

What am I doing here?

What am I talking about?

Sigh~ Ignore me.. I'm getting emo again.. Ha!

This is what happen to me when I am stress and sick...

If I Were A Boy....

2008-12-12T23:57:00.008+08:00

I'm sooooo in love with this song...

looking carefully at the lyrics.... *heart*

Saw Ade's nick with the lyrics and xiaomeiizii having it in her blog too!!

Beyonce -- If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

I love surprise...

2008-12-12T22:51:00.004+08:00

I have hell lots of funny, silly and stupid questions in mind suddenly.. Don't ask me why.. I don't even understand myself.. Simply feels that life is so meaningless.. It is so difficult to know and understand a person.. You may think that you know and understand the person very well but think again, what you are seeing is it an act or truth?

Life is too short for regrets...

I just want to lead a true and happy life...

Oh Goodness~ Why am I getting so emo? Ha.. *slap slap*

Caught Bolt @ CWP on Wednesday.. Yes, had wanted to catch Madagascar but the super-dog caught my attention with his adorable look! Heeheez.. I had a great laugh throughout the movie! Rhino is cute~

Headed out for a massage with mum and sis just now.. Nice and relaxing~

Had two surprises today... ^^

Guess what?!

My little sweetheart......

Cute little Jean Girl called.. Her first question was " Jenny jiejie, do u know who I am?" She even asked why didn't see me for so long? she miss me and told me that her teacher brought her to west coast park etc.. ha! we chatted for 5mins and she passed the phone to Aunty Susan before hanging up.. Oh God~ she's so sweet! I miss her too.. ^^

Unlike adults, the kids are so innocent and true about their thoughts and feelings... They won't beat around the bush, play guessing game with you, put on an act in front of you or hide their feelings..

" I'mm Yours, Truly "

2008-12-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

Happened to see the above mentioned ad while browsing through i-weekly just now..

Actually was attracted to the ad due to Fann Wong and Christopher Lee photo..

It says...

Take your vow or renew your vow with loved ones, together with Celeb Couple Fann Wong & Christopher Lee (movie stars of "The Wedding of the Year") in the first ever mass Garden Solemnization on 17 January 2009 (Sat). Register NOW @ custsvc-imm@capitaland.com to get an exquisite gift!

Thought its interesting to share... =)

Rainy day..

2008-12-08T22:07:00.008+08:00

Been raining cats and dogs since around 4am!! I woke up in the middle of the night to shut the windows.. It was freaking cold~

Oh no.. I can't believe how time flies! Its the second week of December!! I have practicum proposal and two assignments due by month end yet here I am still slacking!! *smack smack* Been enjoying far too much!! shopping, slacking, sleeping, eating and surfing.. I should stop all these nonsense asap before it get out of hands.. haha!!

Headed to town with Ade last Wed.. And surprisingly I managed to come home empty handed~ Ha! There was this photo taking session going on with Winne the Pooh, Tigger and Eeyore at B1 Taka.. I was so excited and wanted to join in but to my disappointment, PIGLET was not there!! Oh! How can they do this?! Where's piglet?! U mean piglet is not popular among the kidz? Oh no! How sad~

Hmm.. Miss the mahjong tiles soooooo much~ Ladies! when are we having MJ session? Ha! Joyce! Joyce! Don't forget to jio me worx.. Heeheez! =)

I enjoyed my weekends soooooo much~ Especially Saturday though it was raining the whole afternoon!! I had fun sheltering from the rain.. Ha! Back home in the evening to join my family for dinner..

Headed Vivo with Violet, Evan and Faith on Sunday!! We had a "romantic lunch" @ the kopitiam! Ha.. for those who were there would know that there was a blackout for almost half an hour at the kopitiam.. Terrible eating in darkness! Ha..

I was sooooo attracted to one of the shop selling kids' wear! Oh My! Love their designs but I will definitely not allow my kids to wear it.. Ha! Cos they were all far toooooooo mature for the little ones!! I can't imagine kids wearing them.... Heeheez!

Evan and Faith each bought a top.. Was so tempted to buy the tops that I tried on @ River Island and Zara.. Heeheez! I was a good girl, didn't buy any of the tops yet I didn't leave Vivo empty handed.. Ha! Cos I bought myself a pack of chocolates! Craving for chocolates! Sinful~ I've been eating a lot for the past one week.. Home sweet home in the evening and headed out for dinner with family as usual..

Taken in the fitting room @ River Island

Ignore the way I hold the camera..
I am a lousy photographer!
I know how silly and funny I was.. Ha!

Fitting room @ Zara..
I love this green top!

Purple looks nicer?

Hmm.. I'm loving it~

Will be heading to school tomorrow morning to do up the attendance chart! Hopefully I will be able to finish it.. And Yuppie! Violet is going to buy roti prata breakfast for me! Sigh! I miss the prata @ Jurong West la~

A peek into my classroom..

I did my part to paint the words for the theme and provide the pictures..
My assistant did the painting.. Nice rite?! Hehe..

I see with my eyes

I smell with my nose

I feel with my hands

I eat with my mouth
I taste with my tongue

I hear with my ears

I spent 2 days to put up this display board

~ I love this pic ~

Another 2 days on this birthday board..

As usual I provide the picture and my assistant did this collage..
I love it so much la~

Ha! As usual.. she did this!

Star done by me! Ha..

Peek into the K2 Classroom..

Heart

Brain

Stomach

Will be meeting Trina either this week or next for window shopping and makan!! Been months since I last seen her.. ^^

Whooooooo... Its so cold~ Shall stop here for today! Gonna catch the show on Channel 255..

Goodnight! Sleep tight and have a sweet dream! =)

The night is cold.. Please take good care! =)

Will have to sleep early tonight!! Gonna be a long long day for me tomorrow!!

Frosty the Snowman...

2008-12-04T22:55:00.014+08:00

Finally uploaded all the photo out from my phone..

Here are the photo taken during Laureen and Hui Hua's lessons...

Oh ya, Rina!! what is your new blog address?

And... Tricia!! Leave me a tag when u're here k? hehez.. =)

Fun water play session

Our creation during Laureen's lessson..

Hui Hua's lesson

A love story created by our group -- Romantic

One windy night, with thunderstorm and heavy rain..
There's a big big house without doors..
There's a girl looking out of the window..
The guy beside the girl was also looking out of the window..
Love blossomed and a baby appears..

Ha! Dun ask me how and why we came out with this story.. Our lecturer wanted us to draw out a story using lines and we were the only group who came out with a story irrelevant to early childhood education.. Ha! Ha! but it was so fun! All of us had a great laugh.. ^^ I love my group!!

Fun with soft clay

This is my creation -- Frosty the Snowman!!
Nice name? Ha..

Ha! I know my snowman doesn't look fantastic..

Anyway, take a look @ my coursemates' creations..
Goodness~ They are great!!

My fav!! I like this spider and cobweb..

Created by Rina..

Created by Adeline..

Created by Tricia..

Created by Liyan..

Created by Shina..

I created a Star using clay..

Here's my magic wand..

Liyan's snail..

Shina's starfish?

Rina's flower..

Ade's 876 love.. Ha!!

This shoe is nice right?

I wonder who created it..

Sculptures

My creation of Ade..

Ade's creation of me.. Ha!

转角遇到爱。。。

2008-12-01T22:33:00.004+08:00

i was slacking at home the whole day.. eat, sleep, tv etc.. terrible~ i'm gonna grow fat if this goes on for a month!! ha! one more month before the new school term start!! i've got lots of assignments due by this month end.. shall buck up and start doing soon.. =)

addicted to 转角遇到爱 recently.. did not have time to watch when it was shown on SCV.. its such a nice show.. i love the songs too~ catch it at 7pm on Ch U if u want..

And yes.. here's one of the song that i like...

该忘了你对不对 by 周蕙

大雨过后的眼泪
挂在充满回忆的橱窗
我却不想忘以往
那些心碎的心创

记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过沉默的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月
一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘
不能像爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏
那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着爱去寻找
幸福的希望

2008-11-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

time checked now is 2340hrs..
the night is still young but here i am yawning away..
goodness~
did nothing much today but am very tired and sleepy!!

had a dream last night..
woke up by a sms early in the morning at 9plus..
back to my dreamland after exchanging a few sms..
finally woke up @ around 11am..
had a terrible headache~
think i slept too long.. ha!

met jk for lunch in the afternoon..

went to his house..
his bro was around..
ha! been one and a half month since i last stepped into his house..
saw his mum before we left the house..

i had dinner with my family in the evening..

he gave me a ride to clementi @ 6plus and off he went to denise's wedding..

see? i did nothing much today but am freaking tired and sleepy!!

sigh.. think i am getting lazy!! haa..

supposed to go to sch tmr morning for a meeting with lilian and grace..
but grace can't make it..
so changed it to tuesday instead..

hmm..
i wanna watch Madagascar..
my kids told me that its funny.. ha!
shall catch it this week..... ^^

kk.. gtg sleep le.. goodnight!!

start your Monday with nice surprises..
have a happy week.. Take care everyone!! =)

** my mind is blank.. i need a break.. **

2008-11-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

hmm.. don't know what is wrong with my stomach.. its bloated la! i didn't eat much recently but kept feeling terrible! help help.. ** how i wish i can burst it with a pin.. haa! crazy..

friday was a long tiring day.. headed to school early in the morning till around 2pm.. rushed home to shower and headed to ichiban.. received call from jk @ around 3pm saying that he's back from his batam trip.. oh! how i wish i can go la~

helped out with violet's N2 and K2 concert.. was quite glad as to see that some of the kids actually still remembers me.. ha! especially weixia~ the first sentence she said was "Teacher Jenny! I miss you!" Oh God~ so touched la~

anyway, jk dropped by to pass me the top and donuts he bought for me.. hmm, was surprise and appreciate it.. so sweet and thoughtful of him, thanks ah~ like the top at least he bought the correct size! ha.. but he didn't buy my fav donut!! I want blueberry donut la~ bet he didn't know i like that.. ha!

concert ended @ 8plus.. back home @ around 9pm.. had 2 donuts as dinner..

ended my friday and off to lala land @ around 1.30am.. zzzzzzzz

dragged myself out of bed @ around 9am this morning.. rushed off to class! i hate having class on Saturday!! anyway, thank god its koh hui hua's lesson today! had so much fun doing craft work.. all of us sat on the floor throughout the 3 hours lesson! ha.. she's a fun loving lecturer~

meet up with liting after class for shopping.. goodness! i made another damage to my wallet again~ slap! slap! nice catching up with her.. she's a shopping queen~ ha! =)

home sweet home @ around 8pm..

slack.. tv.. slack.. and here i am blogging to kill my time..

alright.. that's about all..

goodnight folks~

enjoy your weekend~ *hugs*

Always Online...

2008-11-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

Copied the video from pek's blog..
Ha! She said she's gonna charge me copyright fee soon le..

I love this video..
I love the song..
I love it so much...
I cried as I was watching it..
It is soooo touching la~

Sit back and enjoy the clip..

life is in a mess...

2008-11-26T22:28:00.013+08:00

don't ask me why my life is in a mess..
cos i don't even know the reason to it..
and i have no idea how to deal with it..
should i continue this mess or clean it up? *wonder*
so far i'm getting on quite well..
i know i need to clear up this mess sooner or later..
but i'm enjoying this kinda life and mess at the moment..

sunday was a busy and tiring day..
had to wake up @ 5am in the morning..
requested 2 person to give me a morning call..
one of them called on the dock.. *thanks*
but the other called at only 5plus..
haa.. i was already out from shower by then!! *thanks anyway*

took a cab and rushed off to nana's house..
it was her wedding day~
goodness~ we've know each other for more than a decade..
i'm so happy to see her finally settling down with her hubby..
wishing them a blissful marriage..

ha! ha! wondering when is mine? *slap*
there's nothing wrong to wonder right?
i believe it is every girl's dream...
searching for Mr. Right..
follow by dream wedding, dream house, kids etc...
but everything gotta leave it to fate..
love will appear when u least expected.. =)

wedding dinner ended @ around 10plus..
he came to send me home..
assured him that i'll be fine on my own but he insisted to come..
anyway, thanks for sending me home.. =)

alright, here's the pics that we took @ the wedding..

hot spicy tuna sandwiches with red chilli padi

recept..

the lovely couple xiuchun and junjie with bride

holiday mood..

2008-11-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

attended nana's wedding yesterday..
it was fun being jie-mei~
haa.. my 1st experience..!!

shall upload the pics on wed..

didn't go to work today..
was very very tired..
slept at around 3am last night and woke up at 1pm..
goodness! when was the last time i slept for so long?
ha.. anyway, it was not a good rest..
i didn't sleep well.. sigh!

gonna go to work tmr..
will have to try my best to finish at least the display board and birthday chart before 3pm!!

i've lost completely..

i need a break..
gonna head down to the travel agency tmr afternoon..

新不了情

2008-11-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

heard this song on tv this afternoon..
like it so much..

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

5 rules to be happy..

2008-11-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

Received the following email from someone..

Remember 5 rules to be happy :

(1) Free your heart from hatred
(2) Free your mind from worries
(3) Live simply
(4) Give more
(5) Expect less

No one can go back and make a brand new start.
Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow,
sun without rain,
but HE did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way.
Disappointments are like road humps,
they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards.
Don't stay on the humps too long.
Move on!

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want,
just sit tight and be happy,
because God is thinking of something better to give you.
When something happens to you,
good or bad, consider what it means.
There's a purpose to life's events,
to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
You can't make someone love you,
all you can do is be someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.

The measure of love is when you love without measure.
In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.
So once you have it don't ever let go,
the chance might never come your way again.
It's better to lose your pride to the one you love,
than to lose the one you love because of pride.
We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love,
when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

When you truly care for someone,
you don't look for faults,
you don't look for answers,
you don't look for mistakes.

Instead, you fight the mistakes,
you accept the faults,
and you overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend.

You will never find one who can take his place.

Friendship is like wine,
it gets better as it grows older.

slap

2008-11-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

yup! i really deserve and need a tight slap now!
can someone please slap me? haa..

had been reporting to work everyday..
i am so tired..

i miss chatting on the phone with him..
we were on the phone for almost half an hour on Monday evening..
it was a nice conversation filled with laughters..
we arranged to meet up on Thursday..

headed to far east plaza after work on Tuesday..
bought a dress and a pair of jeans..
i'm really crazy..
been spending a lot..
i didn't want to but just couldn't resist..
finally dragged myself to class after that..
it was a long long journey to class..
from orchard to yew tee..
i passed by sembawang..
haa.. wonder how's the progress of our lovenest
(opps! sorry.. it used to be..)

hmm...
finally its Thursday!!

reported to work early in the morning..
three of my colleagues actually asked me the same question..
"Jen, when are u getting married?"
Goodness~ not again..
how many times do i need to ans this question?
none of them believe that we broke up already..
my reply was "Do u want me to cry in front of u so that u will believe me?"
ha! how silly...

i thought i have gotten him out of my mind..
but when i saw him..
somehow the feeling was still there..
WTF~ it was only then i realized i miss him and actually looking forward to Thursday!
yes! i deserve a big tight slap.. ha!!

told me that he's keeping himself occupied with golf and work recently..
he will be going batam next week with his colleagues..
going genting with his family in first week of dec..
msia in mid dec with dunno who.. (i wonder..)
january overseas with his colleague..
ha! so good enjoying his life..

i really wonder who he's going with..
he didn't say..
so most prob.. his new gf bahx..
he didn't admit or deny having a new gf..
so is he having one now?

i don't know..
whatever it is..
just move on and let fate decide the future..
maybe we are not suitable for each other..
opps! i should say we are really not suitable for each other..

in fact i still have this question in mind..
"do we still have the chance to get back again?"

cos i still miss him.. i still love him.. *slap slap*
silly! he's just one of my frd from now on..
and he's gonna be one forever..

the answer to my question..
"girl, no.. move on bahx.."

yup! this was my answer to my own question..
i kept telling myself that its impossible for us to work out..
i kept telling myself to move on...
i kept telling myself that its not worth..
i kept telling myself to keep this love to myself...

i wanna go on a holiday, enjoy my life just like him!!

hmpz! but no one is free to accompany me!

forget it.. at most i will go alone! ha! ha!

life without him can and will still be beautiful..

life without his love, care and concern will still be the same..

life without his sms and calls will still be easy..

life without him still goes on....

because this is my life...

i am in control of it.. not him anymore..

goodbye! =)

ps: Hurray! No class on this coming Saturday.. Shopping again? Movie?

sick...

2008-11-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

help! help! help!

looks like i'm gonna fall sick..

waking up with sore throat every morning..

feeling cold..

i'm so tired~

---------------------------------------------------------

should i skip class tmr?

i need a rest..

thank god no class on this coming Saturday.. ^^

alright thats about all..

i'm gonna rest early tonight!

hugs! nitez~

2008-11-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

just reached home....
sad~! can't find any nice off-white dress..

yesterday class was kind of tough for me to survive..
i had to force myself to stay awake throughout the lesson..
and forcing my tears not to roll down..
cos one of my course mate brought a CD and the lecturer played it in class...
i love most of the songs..
but it reminded me of him..
all our favourite songs...

i don't know why out of the sudden i miss him so much..
i thought he's out of my life already..
but as i was doing the packing, the memories came back again..
i know he will stay in my life forever as a history...

people around me has been telling me that its a blessing that we ended our relationship..
asking me to stop being so foolish..
hack care him..
stop sparing thoughts for him etc..
its not worth..
cos he won't know.. he won't appreciate..
he might be enjoying his carefree and happy life now..
but please...
i just don't wish to make things ugly for i know his situation and still cares as a friend..
yup! i know he needs to grow up and learn to be responsible for his actions..
but why should i do things to add on to his burden and stress him?
whatever it is..
i just want a break, have a good rest and continue my journey ahead..

he always say i am not independent..
too soft-spoken..
ha! ha! i won't deny.. *slap slap*

hmm...
my lecturer said this yesterday..
"everyone is having a hard time in a different way but remember, there's sunrise everyday...."
yup! i agree...
it is part and parcel of life..
all of us encounter good and bad times in our life, its just a matter of how u handle and deal with the situation..

mum and sis will not be around tmr..
i will be left alone at home..
got to settle dinner myself..
sigh~! shall go for a jog tmr evening then.. ^^