Guilty..

Woke up with a headache and body ache this morning... Mood was bad because of this! I have no mood for work and play.. I kept disturbing and making fun of the kids..

I have not been a good teacher for the past few weeks! I don't know why but I simply couldn't stand the way they interact with each other, play toys, noise level etc especially these few days!! I kept scolding them, being harsh to them especially S and M.. They were really getting on my nerves! I tried the soft and hard approaches but all didn't work.. Does the problem lies with me? Was it because they don't understand what I say? My assistant asked me to ignore them but I am a real busybody! I will waste my time making sure that they sit properly and concentrate during my lesson, stop all their nonsense etc.. Sigh! Were they trying to seek my attention to drive me nuts? I felt so bad and guilty.. Why am I reacting in this way? Was it because of the change in the new setting? I need a longer time to adapt to the new classroom? Ha..

For now, I prefer my afternoon children than the morning.. Though most of them were new, they were able to mingle well with each other..

I did something terribly mean today.. I made Joel and Jervis cried.. Hmm, I have been making a few of them cried recently.. This is terrible! How can I do that? **slap slap**

I should and must stop all these wef next week....

No more scolding and disturbing.....