time checked now is 2340hrs..
the night is still young but here i am yawning away..
goodness~
did nothing much today but am very tired and sleepy!!

had a dream last night..
woke up by a sms early in the morning at 9plus..
back to my dreamland after exchanging a few sms..
finally woke up @ around 11am..
had a terrible headache~
think i slept too long.. ha!

met jk for lunch in the afternoon..

went to his house..
his bro was around..
ha! been one and a half month since i last stepped into his house..
saw his mum before we left the house..

i had dinner with my family in the evening..

he gave me a ride to clementi @ 6plus and off he went to denise's wedding..

see? i did nothing much today but am freaking tired and sleepy!!

sigh.. think i am getting lazy!! haa..

supposed to go to sch tmr morning for a meeting with lilian and grace..
but grace can't make it..
so changed it to tuesday instead..

hmm..
i wanna watch Madagascar..
my kids told me that its funny.. ha!
shall catch it this week..... ^^

kk.. gtg sleep le.. goodnight!!

start your Monday with nice surprises..
have a happy week.. Take care everyone!! =)


** my mind is blank.. i need a break.. **

hmm.. don't know what is wrong with my stomach.. its bloated la! i didn't eat much recently but kept feeling terrible! help help.. ** how i wish i can burst it with a pin.. haa! crazy..

friday was a long tiring day.. headed to school early in the morning till around 2pm.. rushed home to shower and headed to ichiban.. received call from jk @ around 3pm saying that he's back from his batam trip.. oh! how i wish i can go la~

helped out with violet's N2 and K2 concert.. was quite glad as to see that some of the kids actually still remembers me.. ha! especially weixia~ the first sentence she said was "Teacher Jenny! I miss you!" Oh God~ so touched la~

anyway, jk dropped by to pass me the top and donuts he bought for me.. hmm, was surprise and appreciate it.. so sweet and thoughtful of him, thanks ah~ like the top at least he bought the correct size! ha.. but he didn't buy my fav donut!! I want blueberry donut la~ bet he didn't know i like that.. ha!

concert ended @ 8plus.. back home @ around 9pm.. had 2 donuts as dinner..

ended my friday and off to lala land @ around 1.30am.. zzzzzzzz


dragged myself out of bed @ around 9am this morning.. rushed off to class! i hate having class on Saturday!! anyway, thank god its koh hui hua's lesson today! had so much fun doing craft work.. all of us sat on the floor throughout the 3 hours lesson! ha.. she's a fun loving lecturer~

meet up with liting after class for shopping.. goodness! i made another damage to my wallet again~ slap! slap! nice catching up with her.. she's a shopping queen~ ha! =)

home sweet home @ around 8pm..

slack.. tv.. slack.. and here i am blogging to kill my time..

alright.. that's about all..

goodnight folks~

enjoy your weekend~ *hugs*

Always Online...

Copied the video from pek's blog..
Ha! She said she's gonna charge me copyright fee soon le..

I love this video..
I love the song..
I love it so much...
I cried as I was watching it..
It is soooo touching la~

Sit back and enjoy the clip..

life is in a mess...

don't ask me why my life is in a mess..
cos i don't even know the reason to it..
and i have no idea how to deal with it..
should i continue this mess or clean it up? *wonder*
so far i'm getting on quite well..
i know i need to clear up this mess sooner or later..
but i'm enjoying this kinda life and mess at the moment..

sunday was a busy and tiring day..
had to wake up @ 5am in the morning..
requested 2 person to give me a morning call..
one of them called on the dock.. *thanks*
but the other called at only 5plus..
haa.. i was already out from shower by then!! *thanks anyway*

took a cab and rushed off to nana's house..
it was her wedding day~
goodness~ we've know each other for more than a decade..
i'm so happy to see her finally settling down with her hubby..
wishing them a blissful marriage..

ha! ha! wondering when is mine? *slap*
there's nothing wrong to wonder right?
i believe it is every girl's dream...
searching for Mr. Right..
follow by dream wedding, dream house, kids etc...
but everything gotta leave it to fate..
love will appear when u least expected.. =)

wedding dinner ended @ around 10plus..
he came to send me home..
assured him that i'll be fine on my own but he insisted to come..
anyway, thanks for sending me home.. =)

alright, here's the pics that we took @ the wedding..

hot spicy tuna sandwiches with red chilli padi






























recept..










the lovely couple xiuchun and junjie with bride

holiday mood..

attended nana's wedding yesterday..
it was fun being jie-mei~
haa.. my 1st experience..!!

shall upload the pics on wed..

didn't go to work today..
was very very tired..
slept at around 3am last night and woke up at 1pm..
goodness! when was the last time i slept for so long?
ha.. anyway, it was not a good rest..
i didn't sleep well.. sigh!

gonna go to work tmr..
will have to try my best to finish at least the display board and birthday chart before 3pm!!

i've lost completely..

i need a break..
gonna head down to the travel agency tmr afternoon..

新不了情

heard this song on tv this afternoon..
like it so much..

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

5 rules to be happy..

Received the following email from someone..


Remember 5 rules to be happy :

(1) Free your heart from hatred
(2) Free your mind from worries
(3) Live simply
(4) Give more
(5) Expect less

No one can go back and make a brand new start.
Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow,
sun without rain,
but HE did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way.
Disappointments are like road humps,
they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards.
Don't stay on the humps too long.
Move on!

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want,
just sit tight and be happy,
because God is thinking of something better to give you.
When something happens to you,
good or bad, consider what it means.
There's a purpose to life's events,
to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
You can't make someone love you,
all you can do is be someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.

The measure of love is when you love without measure.
In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.
So once you have it don't ever let go,
the chance might never come your way again.
It's better to lose your pride to the one you love,
than to lose the one you love because of pride.
We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love,
when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

When you truly care for someone,
you don't look for faults,
you don't look for answers,
you don't look for mistakes.

Instead, you fight the mistakes,
you accept the faults,
and you overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend.

You will never find one who can take his place.

Friendship is like wine,
it gets better as it grows older.

*slap*

yup! i really deserve and need a tight slap now!
can someone please slap me? haa..

had been reporting to work everyday..
i am so tired..

i miss chatting on the phone with him..
we were on the phone for almost half an hour on Monday evening..
it was a nice conversation filled with laughters..
we arranged to meet up on Thursday..

headed to far east plaza after work on Tuesday..
bought a dress and a pair of jeans..
i'm really crazy..
been spending a lot..
i didn't want to but just couldn't resist..
finally dragged myself to class after that..
it was a long long journey to class..
from orchard to yew tee..
i passed by sembawang..
haa.. wonder how's the progress of our lovenest
(opps! sorry.. it used to be..)

hmm...
finally its Thursday!!

reported to work early in the morning..
three of my colleagues actually asked me the same question..
"Jen, when are u getting married?"
Goodness~ not again..
how many times do i need to ans this question?
none of them believe that we broke up already..
my reply was "Do u want me to cry in front of u so that u will believe me?"
ha! how silly...

i thought i have gotten him out of my mind..
but when i saw him..
somehow the feeling was still there..
WTF~ it was only then i realized i miss him and actually looking forward to Thursday!
yes! i deserve a big tight slap.. ha!!

told me that he's keeping himself occupied with golf and work recently..
he will be going batam next week with his colleagues..
going genting with his family in first week of dec..
msia in mid dec with dunno who.. (i wonder..)
january overseas with his colleague..
ha! so good enjoying his life..

i really wonder who he's going with..
he didn't say..
so most prob.. his new gf bahx..
he didn't admit or deny having a new gf..
so is he having one now?

i don't know..
whatever it is..
just move on and let fate decide the future..
maybe we are not suitable for each other..
opps! i should say we are really not suitable for each other..

in fact i still have this question in mind..
"do we still have the chance to get back again?"

cos i still miss him.. i still love him.. *slap slap*
silly! he's just one of my frd from now on..
and he's gonna be one forever..

the answer to my question..
"girl, no.. move on bahx.."

yup! this was my answer to my own question..
i kept telling myself that its impossible for us to work out..
i kept telling myself to move on...
i kept telling myself that its not worth..
i kept telling myself to keep this love to myself...

i wanna go on a holiday, enjoy my life just like him!!

hmpz! but no one is free to accompany me!

forget it.. at most i will go alone! ha! ha!

life without him can and will still be beautiful..

life without his love, care and concern will still be the same..

life without his sms and calls will still be easy..

life without him still goes on....

because this is my life...

i am in control of it.. not him anymore..

goodbye! =)


ps: Hurray! No class on this coming Saturday.. Shopping again? Movie?

sick...

help! help! help!

looks like i'm gonna fall sick..

waking up with sore throat every morning..

feeling cold..

i'm so tired~

---------------------------------------------------------

should i skip class tmr?

i need a rest..

thank god no class on this coming Saturday.. ^^

alright thats about all..

i'm gonna rest early tonight!

hugs! nitez~

just reached home....
sad~! can't find any nice off-white dress..

yesterday class was kind of tough for me to survive..
i had to force myself to stay awake throughout the lesson..
and forcing my tears not to roll down..
cos one of my course mate brought a CD and the lecturer played it in class...
i love most of the songs..
but it reminded me of him..
all our favourite songs...

i don't know why out of the sudden i miss him so much..
i thought he's out of my life already..
but as i was doing the packing, the memories came back again..
i know he will stay in my life forever as a history...

people around me has been telling me that its a blessing that we ended our relationship..
asking me to stop being so foolish..
hack care him..
stop sparing thoughts for him etc..
its not worth..
cos he won't know.. he won't appreciate..
he might be enjoying his carefree and happy life now..
but please...
i just don't wish to make things ugly for i know his situation and still cares as a friend..
yup! i know he needs to grow up and learn to be responsible for his actions..
but why should i do things to add on to his burden and stress him?
whatever it is..
i just want a break, have a good rest and continue my journey ahead..

he always say i am not independent..
too soft-spoken..
ha! ha! i won't deny.. *slap slap*

hmm...
my lecturer said this yesterday..
"everyone is having a hard time in a different way but remember, there's sunrise everyday...."
yup! i agree...
it is part and parcel of life..
all of us encounter good and bad times in our life, its just a matter of how u handle and deal with the situation..

mum and sis will not be around tmr..
i will be left alone at home..
got to settle dinner myself..
sigh~! shall go for a jog tmr evening then.. ^^

话题

面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
分手是我们唯一的话题
却没有人愿意提起
如果一开口变成了结局
我的心就会离开身体活在过去
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心
我不知道该怎么做决定
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你,该离开你
还是继续--逃避

面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
分手是我们唯一的话题
却没有人愿意提起
如果一开口变成了结局
我的心就会离开身体活在过去
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心
我不知道该怎么做决定
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你,该离开你
还是继续--逃避

爱不爱结果都叫人伤心
我不知道该怎么做决定
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你,该离开你
还是继续--逃避

Lazy Sunday Afternoon...

woke up early in the morning..
headed out for breakfast and now i am back home resting..

lazy sunday afternoon!!
nothing much to do still clearing stuffs in my room!!
my goodness.. its sooo dusty!! *accchhhhooooooo*

part of me is still missing and lost somewhere in the wonderland..
i need some time to search and get it back..
how long will it take?
i don't know...

he will be going genting with his family in dec..
asked me along..
ha~! i wanna go leh.. but nonono better not..
appreciate and thanks for asking.. *hugs*

hmm..
any nice movie recently?
i am crazy..
have been catching movie almost every week!
love to sit in front of the big big screen..
ha~! my fav past time la..

will be going out in the late afternoon..
hopefully i'll be able to get a white-off dress later..

take care and enjoy the weekend.. *smilez*

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

Tired..

Slept at around 3am last night..
Dragged myself out of bed at 7am this morning!!

My Goodness!!
And I just reached home not long ago..
I had a long long tiring day..
I'm sooooo freaking tired... *yawn*

Imagine sitting in class from 10am to 5pm!
I just couldn't pay attention..
Ha! Dozed off a few times in class..
Finally survived through the lesson and headed town to meet friend..

Had sushi @ Centrepoint for dinner..
Enjoyed the chit chat session with you..
Thanks for your treat!! =)
Dinner on me when we meet up again.. ^^

Alright, gonna take a quick shower and rest early..
Will have to wake up early tmr..


ps : Take care and hope you are enjoying your weekend..

Last day of Term 4

14th November 2008

Yes! Its 14th of the month again....

I miss this number.. this day..

Yuppie! Today is the last day of T4..
Instead of hugging the kids, I scolded them as usual..
Haa! Only 8 of them came but the class was noisy as usual..
I'm gonna miss them so much..!!
All their hugs and kisses.....

Gave each of them a goodies bag filled with party hat, ball etc..
Hope they will have a great holiday, enjoy themselves and be back fresh for my "torture".. Haa!!
I will follow up and teach them in Nursery Two..
There will be a few newcomers in the class..
Darlings, pls be nice to your new friends..

Lilian's mummy asked me something this morning..
She looked at me and asked "Ms Jenny, are u ok recently? U look thin.. U have slim down a lot.. And look pale recently......"
Haa.. I was so surprised by her concern and replied "OH NO! Is it? I look terrible now?"
She smiled and said "Not really, eat more... must eat more......"
OMG! I must have looked terrible recently..
Even the parents noticed the change in me and they are all so concerned about me!!
I was soooooo touched...
Grace was telling me the parents must have noticed the way I interacted with them and their kids has changed without me noticing it too...
Maybe my smiles are gone..
I don't smile as much as compared to the past bahx..
And recently I have been coughing a lot and my sore throat is killing me for almost a week!!
Thank god I have a nice, wonderful and understanding bunch of colleagues and parents! =)

Will have to report to school for about 12 days during the sch holiday..
Hopefully I'll able to complete my painting, set up of classroom and materials within these 12 days!!
Appraisal with boss on Monday!!
I'm so looking forward to it...

Oh yeah..
Our new school term will only start on 5th January 2009!!
Will be planning for makan session, bowling session and short getaway with my colleagues..
Hope they won't last min put plane.. Ha!!

I'm still clearing and packing the stuffs in my room...
OMG! Its so freaking dusty!! Ha..
I'm gonna dump all the things that are not suppose to be in the room..
Hopefully I will be able to clear by tonight..
I wanna sleep in a dust free room..

Goodnight folks.. Have a wonderful weekend!!


ps : received a forward sms from him just now @ around 8plus... something to do with friends and friendship thingy.. ha! ha! my reaction? continued with my packing........

是你变了吗？

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
多想听你说自己并没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的心是在靠在谁的身边
是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的他是否真已从心所愿
是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

a "pleasant" surprise..

One more day to school holiday! Hurray! Anyway, I've brought home a few trash bags.. Gonna do spring cleaning over the weekend!! There's hell lot of things to clear.. I am gonna dump lots of stuffs... Ha!!

Tuesday was not a nice day... Received a sms from Gideon's mummy saying he down with chicken pox!! OMG.. recently there have been quite a number of chicken pox cases in my sch.. Hope the kids will recover soon..

My afternoon session assistant asked me a question "How much is the flat that u bought at Sembawang? When are u getting married?" Haa.. Told her I forgotten the amount and changed the topic.. Deep down I was thinking "Sigh! What a question to ask me..." I felt like strangling her.. Tears almost roll down..

Headed class with Ade and Pat.. And the worst scenario happened again!! Someone in the lift popped out that question to me again "When are u getting married eh? Will u invite us?" WTH!! Why must this happened twice in a day? And imagine all my course mates eyes were on me in the lift.. Dammit!

Lecturer taught us how to massage.. Haa! It was fun.. Its exactly how I usually massage for him.. Goodness! I need a massage.... I am really tired.. I seriously need a shoulder to lean on....

Yuppie! Finally caught The Coffin yesterday @ CWP.. Someone accompanied me to catch it.. Thank u! Haa.. And I bought a dress again! Terrible! I have been spending a lot..

Sat is gonna be a long tiring day!! Had to report to sch @ 8.30am for Orientation and rushed off to class @ 9.30am.. Its a full day course from 10am to late afternoon!! Gonna go window shopping after class.. I need a off-white dress!!


We have not see each other for 5 days and no contact for 3 days..

Saw his bro boarding the bus as I was walking towards the bus stop after my class.. Sat at the bus stop near his house while waiting for aunt to come.. And guess what?! From far far away across the road, I saw him crossing the road and talking on the phone... I couldn't see his face but I recognize the way he walked.. I knew it was him! I knew it... My mind was completely blank! All I know was that "Go.. Run.." I did hesitate but my stupid legs started running towards that direction.. I could see his back view.. I didn't know what to do... I wanted to call out but somehow nothing came out of my mouth.. So I called him.. I saw him taking the phone away from his ear, looking at it and continue his conversation.. Then after a while, he finally answered.. All I said was "I am behind u..." My heart was beating fast.. I miss him.. Ha! How silly.. Took out the keys and returned him.. He wanted to send me home.. I declined and just then I saw a white car drove in.. It was aunt.. We did not talk much.. We did not bid goodbye.. I board the car and he didn't even bother to text me.. Ha!

It was really a surprise... I didn't expect to see him.. The moment I saw him crossing the road, I kept telling myself "No no.. Its not him.. Cannot be so coincidence de!" Was he surprise? What would happen if I have walked slower and bump into him? Haa.. So comical right?

Sigh! Don't worry.. I'm fine! I am not crying.. Just felt that god is playing a trick on us.. Why must he let me see him? Why must he let me notice that dark figure crossing the road even from such a far distance? Maybe god knew I was struggling with the keys.. And he granted us that few mins to settle the issue...

Great! At least from now on I have no more worries about "Should I...... or....." You pay a price for everything you have done.. As for me, I have paid and learn my lesson.. A lesson which I will never ever forget...

Meanwhile, I am really coping fine with it.. I want to lead each day of my life happily!! I knew eventually the pain will be numb, the tears will dry up, the wound will be heal but the scar will still be there.. He will become a part of history in my life..

Holding onto hatred will only makes me feel worse.... I chose to let go.. I chose to forgive and forget.. I don't want to bring along hatred as I move on.. Nobleness? He used that word on me and thank me for that.. Being sarcastic? Ha.... Whatever.......

Move on and don't look back....

We will meet again....

I wish you well.. I wish you happiness.. Goodbye!

手放开

Was reading Ying's blog just now and came across this sentence...

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开....


对了。。

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开。。
或许这是唯一我可以做的。。

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开城门对著夜幕发呆
看著往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听著别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏
认真真看情感慨
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪留下来
伤已悄在
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔著一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台
有人走有人来
我的心是一个车牌写著等待
我把收音机打开听著别人的失败
哽咽的声音彷佛诉说著相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

I need a break...

Yup! I seriously need a break away from SG!!
Planning to go Batam with my colleagues from 26th to 28th Nov but yet to confirm and book tixs..
I am also planning to go HK in December..
Anyone keen? Do let me know if you're interested..


Was reading Lynn's blog just now..
Came across this....

"its easy to find love, its the keeping part that is difficult"

Yes! I totally agree with this...
Maintain a relationship is very tough and tiring!!
How many couple can actually grow old together without any lies and betrayals?
Sigh! Will you choose to be with the one you love or the one who love you more?
Usually ppl will choose to be with the one who love them more but will you really be happier that way? I don't know....
I used to think that being together with the one I love will be happier..
But not anymore.......
Because I want to be love as well..


I have noticed this couple who usually plays badminton early in the morning @ around 8am.. I think they are in their 60s or 70s bahx.. I love to look at them and in fact I actually stop to admire them whenever I walk towards the bus stop.. Haa!! They look so loving.... I am so jealous!! Heeheez...


Hopefully I won't have to stay back in school on Wed..
Cos I wanna treat myself to movie!!
Crazy catching movie alone.. Blah!! Hee...


I wanna learn cycling...
Can someone please teach me....

最后一次

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

胆小鬼

你爱咖啡 低调的感觉
偏爱收集的音乐 怪的很另类
你很特别 每一个小细节
哎呀呀呀 如此的对味

我怕浪费 情绪的错觉
讨厌自己像刺猬 小心的防卫
我很反对 为失恋掉眼泪
哎呀呀呀 离你远一些

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼
你的表情 大过于朋友的暧昧
寂寞的称谓 甜蜜的责备
有独一无二 专属的特别

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼
我的心情 就像和情人在斗嘴
奇怪的直觉 错误的定位
对你哎呀呀呀 我有点胆怯


我在我的世界 不能犯规
你在你的世界 笑我无所谓

Sleepless Night...

The night was cold...
It was raining heavily...
I woke up a few times in the middle of the night...
Cuddled piglet to sleep... =)

Finally dragged myself out of the bed @ around 9.30am
Goodness! I am now as lazy as the bulldog.. Ha!
Lazing around doing nothing meaningful.. Argh!


Wanted to boil chrysanthemum or barley to soothe my throat..
But there's none....
Ha! When was the last time I boiled all these?
Imagine taking the trouble of cleaning the water chestnuts and sugarcane..
OH GOD! It was time consuming and hard work..
Ha! But everything was worth it...
I actually enjoyed doing that but not now.. not anymore..


Yeah! Finally Elin uploaded all the photos that we took @ Dragonfly!!

It was a fun night!!

Hmm.. just checked out Cathay website..
I'm gonna head down to CWP after work on Wed to catch 'The Coffin'..
Jogging tmr evening...
Meet up with Ade before class on Tues..


I'm counting down to school holiday...
Hurray!! One more week to school holiday.....!!!
I will be freaking FREE for one and a half month.......
Goodness! What can I do during this period?
I don't want to be rotting at home....
Gotta do some planning...
This is gonna be crazy for me....
I'm gonna miss all my "vampires" and "monsters"... Ha!!